Im subdropping really hard. Last night must have been rougher on me than I thought. Sir told me that at one point my shoes just fell off my feet …I did feel …raw after it and I did fall into that depression. I trust Sir. He’s mine. He wouldn’t hurt me (oh god how do I sound) but sometimes this play is dangerous.
Its quiet today around me and Sir. We did laundry and it was so uneventful. But he fixed my problem drawer.
We’re having a bit of money problems, but things are looking okay. I wish I was making more money. I’m considering the interview at a club but I’ll be honest, I’m a bit scared.
today Sir and I had more rough sex. He led me around by my hair, and while he was on the phone with someone important he was stroking my hair like a pet. Then, after that, we had sex. Well, not full on sex. I gave him a blowjob and did a bit of deep throating. It was almost painful. But, I like pain. So yeah. He wanted to fuck me but Im like dude I am on my period, so you can’t. Instead we did one of my favorite activities, breath control. Unf. But he squeezed too hard today because, I almost blacked out.
Work is still slow, making some money, but I need more.
totally wearing a fall (half wig).